I’ve been learning a lot lately. Reading commentaries so thorough of the Book of Romans and I’m learning so much.
God laid it upon my heart to start fasting and so I’ve started. It’s not much, but it is teaching me. It’s teaching me to be hungry for HIM. It’s teaching me to be self-controlled. It’s teaching me to pray more. It’s teaching me to get back up and start back up that uphill roadway that leads me to HIM. It’s teaching me that the downhill, easy road isn’t the good road, it’s just easy but ends in emptiness and a frenzy for more, more that doesn’t deliver.
I’ve been learning that Atheists are a determined group of people. They are determined to make religion for idiots only. They are determined to tell me that I am an idiot for not having answers while they cannot provide me with answers for their theories. They say there are no miracles because they did away with the word miracle and call it just something that happened out of the ordinary when it’s something they never saw happen but once in their 5.8 Billion year timeline and which goes completely against their theory of evolution which is slow change over millions of years. The explosion of animal life basically overnight when compared to their timeline (and in fact over night in the Bible’s timeline) when nothing had occurred like it before or after, is not a miracle it’s just something they don’t yet fully understand. These people are fierce, they are determined and they are set on making me feel like an idiot.
I have learned that Atheists are working to convince people that the Bible has no fulfilled prophesies. They tell me to google for answers on things they don’t understand and can’t explain to me on their beliefs of life but refuse to google and find out of the endless fulfilled prophesy within the Bible, instead throwing out endless insults.
I’ve learned that I MUST learn more in order to refute this vengeful group, in order for my children to refute them. They are mean and ruthless and WE MUST BE READY FOR THIS BATTLE. IT IS NOT OF THE FLESH. IT IS SPIRITUAL AND VERY REAL AND WE MUST ARM OURSELVES WITH ANSWERS, PRAYER, AND LOVE. DO NOT BE OVERCOME WITH EVIL, BUT OVERCOME EVIL WITH GOOD. They must hear the truth. We are responsible to provide that.
I’ve learned recently that people die at the drop of a hat and have no idea of Jesus. I’ve known them and I’ve known Jesus and yet they died without knowing Jesus. I have failed those people and I have failed Jesus. I must be armed with Truth and I must be prayerful and watchful to speak truth to ALL who cross my path. Nothing is chance, God uses every moment and I must be a willing and ABLE vessel, not seeking my own desires and entertainment, but seeking lost souls and bringing them the Light and Truth of Jesus Christ.